Girl's Chit Chat

Posted on Sat Sep 29th, 2018 @ 7:41pm by Lieutenant Commander Fiona Murphy & Lieutenant Ciara Perlit

6,325 words; about a 32 minute read

Mission: Mission 0 - Pre-Sigma Iotia II
Location: CIara's Quarters
Timeline: 2167/07/07 1200

Ciara had decided she probably needed to make sure her medical records were up to date, as Doctor Fiona had said. But, as she didn't feel like anything being too professional, she'd invited the woman to her quarters for lunch and chatting. She was in her off duty leggings and a tank top, and almost looked like she could go off and workout in the gym.

But, not today. She had salads laid out, and some other things could easily be found if salads didn't sound good. Now she just waited.

Fiona was surprised when she received Ciara's invitation. 'This crew really likes dining together,' she thought as she made her way to the other woman's quarters. To this occasion, she decided to wear a knee-length A-line black skirt, a buttery yellow quarter-sleeve blouse, and simple black heeled pumps. When she arrived, she pressed the chime and waited for the response.

Looking over at the door, Ci smiled and walked towards it. Pressing the button that allowed it to open, she stepped aside. "Was hoping it was you, Fiona. Please, come in."

"Thank you," Fiona said as she walked into the room. "To what do I owe this gracious invitation for lunch?" She looked around Ciara's quarters and noted that apart from layout of the furniture, it was almost exactly the same as her own.

Allowing the door to close, Ciara gave a slight shrug. "Well, you did mention zat some of ze medical records might not be complete. May as well enjoy a meal while working on it, yes?"

"That is quite true," Fiona nodded. "Well, good food and good company," she smiled and looked at the table. "Ah, salad, a good choice!"

"I wasn't sure what to make, and there are more choices if you would like. Please, have a seat. I have about every choice of drink you could think of. Pick your poison I believe is the Standard translation of choisis ton poison."

"Hmmm... we are both off duty..." she chewed her lip, not sure she wanted to do this, but if she were to dine with Gary again, she needed to get used to drinking wine. "How about a nice wine? Your choice?"

Thinking what would go best with the salad, Ciara pulled out a simple rose wine. "I've not yet tasted this one, so it shall be an adventure." She opened the wine and slowly poured it into the two glasses on the table.

Fiona tried not to cringe at the word 'adventure'. It seemed she'd been having many of those lately. She moved to the table and sat, somewhat gingerly, upon one of the seats. "Thank you," she smiled.

Ci smirked, noticing how Fiona sat. "I recognize that move...I um..had it a few days ago." She handed Fiona the filled wine glass. "Not my place to pry into someone's private life."

Fiona blushed a light red colour. "I... uhm..." she took the wine glass and looked at the pale liquid inside. "This is my first time having this....feeling," she blushed more. "... It's not so sore today, but I still feel a little tender..."

"Ah, yes. I remember that all too well. Granted, it was years ago but." Ci sipped the wine, "I did not walk right for nearly a week. Of my own doing, as it was a...long night," she stated with a grin. "I have a reputation, but I won't go into zat. Please, eat, and ask whatever questions you wish about my medical history."

Fiona thought back to the night with Gary and blushed furiously now. "It was a... long night for me as well... I don't remember when I actually left his quarters," she shook her head. "But that is not why you called me here," she laughed nervously. "As for your file, I don't have any allergies, major illnesses, or major injuries. Only minor bumps and bruises, minor illnesses. No pregnancies listed as well. Is this correct?"

Taking a bite of the salad, Ci didn't go into her night, but had a feeling it was with the same person Fiona was talking about. She sat back and tried to think over the list she was just given. "All of those are correct. Though I have had chemical burns a few times during my first assignment. I was assigned to lab work, and..that can go wrong at times."

Fiona nodded. "Yes, those are listed in your file. It seems all is in order," she smiled and took a bite of her salad. "So, where do you hail from. Your accent says France, what region?"

"Glad it is all in order. My medical life has been fairly uneventful." Ci took a drink of the wine before answering the second part. "I'm from Bordeaux. Didn't start to learn English until I knew I wanted to be in Starfleet."

"I'm from Dublin, not too far from your home," Fiona chuckled. "Though I have to admit, this Irish lass has trouble pronouncing your rolly-polly Rs. My tongue just doesn't work that way...."

Ciara grinned. "There are still words that either I can't pronounce properly or do not know the English way to say it. Do not get me started on ze Rs."

Fiona laughed. "I tried to speak to a local when I went on a solo vacation to Paris once," she shook her head, chuckling. "I tried to ask where I could find something, I can't remember what it was now. But the woman looked at me like I'd insulted not only her, but her entire family, yelled 'Va te faire foutre! Go to Hell' at me and scurried off before I could apologize and try to explain. I still don't know what I said..."

"Um, do you know what Va te faire foutre means?" Ci bit her lip as she did her best to think of a polite English translation, and failed. "Okay, it is not polite in ze least. It means 'kiss my ass.'"

"Oh, yes," Fiona shook her head slightly, "I know what it means. My brother was quick to translate when I told him later, only he did so between howling with laughter," she sighed before taking a sip of the wine. It was much easier to drink this time, though she still found it strong in her mouth. "This is lovely," she raised the glass so Ciara would know she meant the wine.

Taking another sip, Ci nodded. "Indeed, I do like the rose wine with simple meals. However, red or white for larger meals. This one is a bit sweeter than I am used to though."

Fiona nodded. "I must admit, I have no idea what you're talking about," she gave a small, innocent shrug. "I don't generally drink wine. When I do drink... well, I go fuzzy headed and I don't like that feeling. Wine may have contributed to the other night's events," she admitted. "But I... uh.. I don't read people well when it comes to personal feelings or gestures... I'm a bit... well, I've been called naive."

"I drink wine, but not much else. My upbringing I suppose. But, yes, if you are not used to it, it can cause things to...happen. Although, those things can be fun." Ciara took another bite of the salad and thought a bit. "I tend to pick up on too much. I get sad when someone is sad and such. Though I tend to be blinded to other feelings when..that thing happens."

Fiona nodded and thoughtfully chewed a bite of salad. "Ciara, can I ask you a question?... other than the one I just asked..."

"Of course, Fiona. What iz it?"

"Well," she frowned, "I mentioned earlier that a few days ago was my first...and you seem much more experienced than I..." she fumbled and tripped over the words. "Does it always feel like that?... that good?"

Nearly spitting out her sip of wine, Ciara's eyes went wide for a moment. That wasn't the question she was expecting, especially from someone older than she was. "Well..that depends on what it iz zat you like. Being your first time, and the next few yes likely will. You must experiment, find what hits ze right buttons. Sometimes, it happens quick and hard, sometimes it iz slow and passionate. Or it can be a mixture of both depending on who it iz zat you are with."

Fiona nodded. "I know I seem silly, or stupid," she frowned and swirled the wine in her glass before taking a sip. "But, well, I'll be honest, my parents were the definition of frigid with each other, that's a word I learned in a search last night means so much more than icy cold temperature," she chewed her lip a moment. "And my brother, well he was a... player... I think they call them. He ended up getting three girls pregnant within two months. I never really paid any attention though, I was always reading."

Fiona sighed and took a drink of the wine. "I... was never interested in boys or learning anything sexual," she shrugged, though her eyes never met Ciara's. "I learned what I needed to learn about the human body in medical school, but they don't teach the sense of pleasure. And until a few days ago, no one was so bold as to just come out and kiss me. They all lost interest quickly and I found out later that they'd been trying to pursue me." A slight pout formed before she began chewing on her lower lip again. "I really am naive, aren't I?"

Ci gave Fiona a smile. "I was like your brother, but not until I was a bit older. I suppose I have a hunger for it all ze time, but ze person must treat me right." She refilled her wine and topped off Fiona's. "You aren't naive, not everyone can pick up on it. Most only come after me for..." She nodded down to her chest. "I've gotten used to it."

Fiona had finally looked up, and then down at Ciara's chest when the other woman made mention of her assets being the only thing people would chase her for. After a moment too long staring at her breasts, Fiona finally looked away. "I guess I'm just a late bloomer," she took a sip of her now topped up wine. "I am embarrassed to say it, but I trust you won't tell everyone else all of this," she smiled at Ciara. "But I've been doing... research... and well, my results have been more confusing than anything else. And I seem to get an awful lot of lesbian pornography results mixed in with items actually related to my searches. Medical databases have very little to say on the subject, so I am forced to use public domain searches."

"Oh, yes...if you look at the public searches...zat will happen. I've not much experience with that type of thing, just a bit. I know enough to make it exciting." Ciara shrugged. "Not everyone's favorite thing. I won't talk to anyone about it though, I promise."

"Make what exciting?" Fiona felt lost. The wine was starting to go to her head and she felt fuzzy. "Being with another woman?" She tilted her head to the side, her face full of confusion. "It did look... interesting... but I... I don't know if I'd ever have the guts to try... well, I didn't have the guts to try anything, but Gary made the first move and I just... followed what felt good?"

Ciara nodded. "That iz exactly what I meant. And that iz what you do, what feels good. But yes, I know how to make being with another woman feel good, the few times I've done so anyway. Did not hear any complaints."

Fiona didn't know what to think. The idea was interesting, but did she really want to try anything. Ciara didn't look like she was particularly interested, however Fiona only had her experiences with Gary to tell how someone attracted to her acted. That wasn't entirely the best example, considering all she'd found out in the past couple of days about him. It had hurt to know that she was just another conquest for him, but she tried her best to not let it get to her. It wasn't working that well.

After a long awkward silence, Fiona took a sip of her wine and then blurted. "I'd like to try it one day," she chewed her lip. "Being with another woman, I mean. But I... I don't know..." she looked at her nearly empty salad plate. "I'm so embarrassed about all of this, I don't know what I should do anymore. I... I tried to...y'know... myself? But it wasn't quite the same as someone else touching..." Her face became more and more flushed as she talked, both from embarrassment and the wine. She didn't know why she was saying so much, but she felt like Ciara could be a trusted friend.

"The..doing things yourself takes time to figure out how to make it work. Again, experimentation. It has been a while since I have done anything with a woman, years actually. You don't need to be embarrassed. Honestly? If you want any help with anything, I do not mind."

"Oh... uhm... thank you?" Fiona reddened even more. "I... uhm... appreciate the offer," she kept her eyes on the table, worried she'd make a fool of herself if she were to look up. 'You're already making a fool of yourself,' her mother's voice chastised her from the depths of her mind. She shouldn't have said anything about being interested in having relations with a woman. Despite the offer, Fiona knew she probably wouldn't make any moves toward Ciara.

"Sorry," Ci said as she looked down into her wine, "Zat was a bit forward of me. You do not have to feel pressured into anything, was only an offer for when you are ready."

"No..." Fiona shook her head. "It's alright, I'm just... confused? Uncertain for sure..." she sighed and took a drink of her wine. "I was raised in what I've come to learn as a very old fashioned way. So all of this? Everything I've done since arriving, my brain is screaming at me that it's wrong, but it felt so right..." she finally looked up to Ciara. "I want to... you know... experiment... but... I'm scared to? And I don't know how to ask?"

Setting down her wine glass, Ciara thought for a bit, trying to figure out how to answer. She started slowly, trying to not make the other woman uncomfortable. "Many families are that way. Don't do anything until marriage, some even say do not kiss until your wedding. My family was not so strict, but I had friends who did not understand why I enjoyed what I did." She tried to catch Fiona's eye.

"Your brain will continue that until you tell it otherwise. If it is something you enjoy, why not enjoy it? As for the experiment thing? All you can do is...be brave." She did her best to hide perhaps a slight interest in helping Fiona experiment.

Fiona took another swig of her wine before putting the glass down. "I want to experiment with you," she said without thinking, rushing through the words before her brain could shut her mouth down. "Whenever you want, but the longer we wait the more scared I'll become..." She looked Ciara in the eye and tried not to melt into her chair from both mortification that she'd said it out loud and from realizing that she really was a beautiful woman. While not quite as much as with Gary, Fiona felt some twinges of excitement flutter through her stomach and lower. She stood up and moved to stand closer to Ciara. "Right now would probably be best, unless you've got other plans?"

Somehow, in the back of her mind, Ciara knew this was coming. She felt her own heart beat faster as she stood up to meet with Fiona. "No," she said gently, placing a hand against Fiona's cheek, leaning in closer, "no other plans," her voice going to a whisper before she let her lips gently brush against Fi's.

Unsure what to do with her own hands, Fiona placed one lightly on Ciara's hip. The other hand touched the hand on her cheek and she closed her eyes as their lips met. While he had been gentle, somehow Gary's lips had felt rougher than Ciara's currently did. 'Women are said to be softer...' she thought as she opened her eyes. Ciara's face was so close. Fiona's heart skipped a beat and without thinking she pressed her lips lightly against Ciara's. The hand on her hip slid gently around to her back, hovering just above the rise of Ciara's buttocks. If she paid attention, she could probably feel Fiona's hand shaking.

"No need to rush," Ci whispered as she ran a hand down Fiona's arm in an attempt to calm her. "Do whatever feels natural." Her lips pressed back to Fiona's, the other free hand running gently through her hair.

Taking a breath to steady herself in between kisses. With Gary she'd felt lust pure and simple, urging her on to get that feeling fast. Now though, she wasn't sure what she felt, but she was quite enjoying this different pace. The hand on Ciara's back stayed where it was while the other hand traveled slowly up her arm and to her neck. Fiona broke the kiss, moved to kiss Ciara's cheek, then her neck as her hand moved Ciara's silky smooth hair out of the way. She gently nibbled the nape of Ciara's neck before kissing her way back to those deliciously soft lips.

If she were really honest with herself, she had no clue what she was doing, merely doing things she remembered seeing in the videos she'd found. Mentally she fought with herself, should she use her tongue? Should she touch somewhere else? 'Do what feels natural...' she reminded herself of Ciara's words. The hand on her back moved up slowly, carefully pulling the other woman closer as she deepened the kiss, keeping the pace slow, but allowing some passion to break in.

As normal as it was for Ciara to want to jump into things, this time she didn't want to. The nibbles on her neck caused her eyes to slowly close for a moment. The moment Fiona's lips were back on her own, she returned the kiss but held back, not wanting to push anymore into it than Fiona was comfortable with.

With the arm wrapping around her and pulling her closer, she knew that Fiona was taking over, and she was completely okay with that. Moving them slowly, she allowed the two of them to be closer to the bed, but did nothing more than that. She allowed her tongue to slowly pressed through her lips and ran along Fiona's, waiting to see how she'd react.

Fiona felt a tingling sensation shoot down her spine when Ciara's tongue against her lips. A soft moan escaped before she knew it was even there and her lips parted just enough to allow her tongue to brush against Ciara's, deepening the kiss and allowing their tongues to dance.

As she did this, her hands moved down to Ciara's hips and she slowly pulled the tank top up, stopping here and there to let her fingers gently draw against the now exposed, soft skin of her belly. When they reached the bottom of Ciara's breasts, Fiona hesitated for a moment when she unexpectedly felt skin instead of the satin or silk of a bra. Her breath caught in her throat as she pushed first the left side of the top up, then the right. Mimicking what Gary had done, she gently rolled both of Ciara's nipples between her fingers, pinching ever so slightly as she did.

As their tongues did their dance, Ciara moaned as she felt Fiona moving her shirt up and off of her. She pulled herself away from the kiss just long enough to pull the shirt up over her head and give a soft whisper. "You've never done this? I'd never know..." she went back for the kiss, but then began the same nibbles on Fiona's neck that she'd done to her.

"Do anything you want," Ci moaned into her ear as she nibbled the edge of it.

A nervous laugh escaped Fiona. "I'm just....oh!.... mimicking...aaah... what I've seen...mmm... and felt," she whispered and moaned as Ciara nibbled. She kept moving her fingers over Ciara's nipples. If Ci had her eyes open, she would see the blush creeping down Fiona's neck. She then pinched both nipples between thumb and middle finger while flicking her pointer over the very tip. Her lips sought the soft flesh at the nape of Ciara's neck and she nibbled her way down to the left breast.

Remembering how Gary had teased hers, she licked and kissed two slow circles around the ample flesh before running her tongue over the nipple still pinched between her fingers. Fiona found it hard to concentrate on using her mouth and hand in conjunction, so the right hand stopped moving with Ciara's nipple still pinched. Her mouth fully took over the ministrations on the left side and she used her teeth to gently pinch while her tongue flicked.

It took every ounce of strength to not push Fiona down onto the bed into a passionate kiss. "Mmm, Fi..ona..." Her hands slipped up underneath Fiona's blouse but kept going slowly, stopping when she felt the edge of her bra. But she longed again for the lips. Pulling away from nibbling at Fiona's neck, she moved back up, looking deeply into her eyes, still longing for the lips, but letting Fiona stay in control.

Her knees nearly gave out when Ciara moaned her name and she decided they best get down on the bed before she could no longer stand. Moving back up to her lips, Fiona let out a shuddering breath before kissing Ciara passionately. Using soft, gentle movements, she guided her down to the bed, her hands sliding slowly over every inch of her upper body. Any time they moved over Ciara's breasts, she pinched and flicked her nipples. 'You can't do this forever...even if it's fun...' she chastised herself, though she now parted her lips, allowing her tongue to dance lustfully with Ciara's.

Her hands moved slowly down again, this time ducking under the band of Ciara's leggings. She teased the skin between her belly button and the top of her pants. Wanting nothing more than to hear her name moaned again, she broke the kiss. Her lips moved slowly down, nibbling Ciara's neck and breasts as she hooked her fingers in the band of the leggings and Ciara's underwear, sliding the thin fabrics down, exposing the rest of that beautiful body. "I think...I'm overdressed," she said between nibbles. She moved back up to Ciara's lips.

Ciara's hands ran over Fiona's breasts, though still under her shirt and over her bra as their tongues danced. She pressed her lips hard still against the other woman's as they laid on the bed. When Fiona's hands started to move again and she'd pulled away from the kiss, she gave a fake pout until she felt the kisses down her body and her pants being removed. "Oh Fi...mmmm Fiona...let's do something about that," she whispered as she pulled Fiona's shirt up over her head gently.

Fiona giggled as her blouse was pulled up and over her head. She moved back slightly, then went back to kissing Ciara passionately. Her hands ran over the soft flesh of Ciara's upper body, never dipping lower than the very top of her pubic hair, as she allowed Ciara to undress her.

Once she was fully naked as well, she broke the kiss. "Are you sure..." she looked into Ciara's eyes, hers full of lust and passion, "that I can do anything?"

Running her hands gently over Fiona's naked body as they kissed, Ci gave another small pout when the kiss was broken. Her hands stayed cupped on the side of Fi's breasts as she listened. She returned the look, "Anything at all."

Fiona smiled, nervous to do what she was thinking, but then moved back to kissing Ciara. When she was doing, she wasn't thinking. She gave Ciara a lustful, passionate kiss before breaking away from her lips again. Once again kissing and nibbling her way down to Ciara's breasts, Fiona used her knee to carefully part Ciara's legs. Her hand teased Ciara's pubic mound much the same way Gary's had danced over Fiona's a few nights before.

As her legs parted, Fiona moved so she was now laying atop Ciara, pubic mound pressed against pubic mound, and her tongue was dancing with Ciara's yet again. A soft moan escaped her when a hand went over her breasts. She held this position for what seemed like forever before slowly kissing her way down again. When her lips touched the very top of Ciara's pubic mound, she leaned back on her knees and examined the view before her.

"You are exquisite," she murmured, eyes roaming down Ciara's body. When they reached that most sacred place, her vulva, she seemed transfixed. Mentally, she went over each part of the vulva, clinically describing it in her head, quickly. Her hands shook with nervousness as she moved them up Ciara's legs from knee to thigh, inner thigh, and finally coming to a rest where thigh met groin. This was it, she was about to touch another woman's vulva in a sexual way for the first time in her life.

She took a deep, shaking breath and carefully parted Ciara's labia majora, giving herself a better view of the aroused clitoris and swollen labia minora. She parted the minora and teased a finger over Ciara's vaginal opening before flicking it upwards, just barely catching the tip of her clit.

Ciara couldn't keep her eyes off Fiona. It'd been so long since she'd done anything with a woman to this extent, and she was going to allow herself to enjoy every moment of it. She bit on Fiona's lip amongst the kiss and still played the fake pout when she pulled away. Her face flushed slightly at the compliment, as she watched Fiona's movements.

Her eyes rolled back slightly as the woman lay on top of her and was pressed against her. "Fiiii...." she moaned. Once she felt hands going other places, Ciara felt her back arch, moving towards Fiona's fingers, almost begging for more.

Fiona felt a chill go through her as her name was called out. She felt her heart rate pick up and smiled as Ciara pushed into her hand. Stroking her thigh gently with her left hand, Fiona used the fingers of her right to draw slow circles around Ciara's vulva pausing here and there to press, pull, or tease.

Ci moaned again, grabbing onto the blankets on her bed. Each pull caused more sounds to escape from her, and she pushed herself again towards Fiona’s fingers, spreading her legs more.

Fiona was acting on pure instinct now, her mind was racing, yelling at her for being so inappropriate. But damn did hearing Ciara moan her name get her riled up. Without warning, Fiona went from pinching and pulling to sliding two fingers in. She paused a second, feeling the muscles of her vagina rippling with arousal. She moaned softly as she began working her fingers in and out. Her left hand now gently running across Ciara's thigh and pubic mound.

Gasping as she felt Fiona's fingers slide inside, Ciara clenched up around her. She reached down, trying to pull Fiona's head up to her, letting her keep her fingers going. But she wanted her lips.

Fiona allowed herself to be pulled forward. Her left hand now holding her upper body up, though at first she struggled to keep her fingers working inside of Ciara. Once she was settled into a position where she could kiss as the other woman desired, she managed to find her rhythm again. This angle making it slightly easier for her thumb to find a sweet spot. Her own hips moved slightly as she became more and more aroused by the moans emanating from below her.

Ciara interlaced her tongue with Fiona's, letting her hands slide down, coming to rest on the other woman's hips. She moved her own hips under Fiona, wanting to give her the same pleasures she was giving.

Fiona moved forward just slightly more, so she was now kneeling beside Ciara instead of laying atop her. Now in this position, it was easier to hold herself up and use her left hand to tease Ciara's nipples. She moaned as her tongue danced with Ciara's, a shiver ran down her spine as the other woman's hands rested on her hips. And her hips seemed to have a life of their own, moving forward and back slightly in short twitchy motions.

Biting down on Fiona's lip, Ciara moaned into the kiss. "Fiiiii...." she managed to get out as she gave in and let her one of her hands linger further inward on Fiona. She was so lost in the moment, her hand just started pulling and teasing whatever she could reach.

Fiona moaned as her lip was bit. Even more so when Ciara's hand began teasing various parts of her. The hand working on bringing Ciara pleasure quivered slightly, her thumb twitching and causing her to flick instead of rub.

Ciara's back arched more when she felt the flick of Fiona's thumb. She adjusted her fingers and slipped them inside of Fi, pouring a deep passion into the kiss as she did. She wanted to give her everything she was being given.

Fiona gasped as she felt fingers sliding into her. It was hard to concentrate on bringing Ciara to her climax, hard to concentrate on anything for that matter. Her thumb flicked again, feeling the arching of Ciara's back, the tightening of the muscles around her fingers. Her own back arched as a wave of pleasure came over her. She feared she would orgasm too quickly, that she would deny Ciara the pleasure she was now taking of her. "Oh god," she whispered between passionate kisses. "Ci..." she moaned into her mouth. Her body began to shudder and her muscles tightened more. She was on the verge of climax, despite trying hard to deny herself that pleasure until Ciara reached hers.

Pulling back from the kiss as her breathing shallowed, Ci kept up with her fingers, moving faster with them. Her own body was starting to tighten up, and she wasn't going to be able to hold back much longer. "Don't...hold..baaack...keep gooooing...."

As Ciara pulled away, Fiona moved into a fully upright position then leaned back. Her hand still moving inside Ciara and her hips pushing herself into Ciara's hand. Feeling her fingers getting more and more compressed, she allowed her own pleasure to overtake her. "Oooooh... Ciiiii...." she tried to form her name, but instead let out a cry of pure ecstasy. She tried to move her hand inside Ci still, but managed a few feeble spasms. Her free hand clutched at Ci's hand, trying to keep it moving, keep that feeling coming.

Ci's free hand reached up and took full hold of one of Fiona's breasts, squeezing as she bucked her hips against the fingers inside of her until she couldn't take it anymore. "Ohhh...oh....ohhhhhhhh!" Her body locked for a moment as her eyes rolled back. She then shuddered and kept her fingers moving.

Fiona didn't think she could stay upright any longer. Taking some care to avoid hurting Ci, she moved sideways, laying somewhat across Ci's abdomen. Then she moved her legs forward and laid her body alongside Ci's. "Mmm..." she moaned, still feeling spasms. Her body was tired, but she still craved more. However, she knew it may not be entirely possible. Carefully, once the muscles around her fingers eased their compression, she pulled her fingers out and rested her soaking wet hand on Ciara's thigh.

Her free hand started to stroke Fiona's hair as she managed to catch her breath. She too pulled her fingers away and her hand laid gently across her back. "Wow," Ci finally whispered. "You...you'd never know you..haven't done that before."

"Well... it...it isn't exactly... hard..." Fiona panted, trying to get her breathing under control. "But, I only did things that I knew from my own paltry experience felt good and hoped for the best," she gave a nervous laugh.

"Mmmm, well, it paid off," Ci said, still slowly controlling her breathing. "I..say the..experiment was a...success..." She kissed the top of Fiona's head, still running a hand through her hair.

Fiona sighed happily, and closed her eyes. Her heart was still racing, though she was beginning to calm down. "That... that was fun..." she whispered, trying not to fall asleep on Ci. "More fun than... you know.. yourself..."

Noticing how exhausted Fiona seemed, and knowing how exhausted she felt, Ciara managed to find the energy to move them up to her pillows. But she was perfectly content with the woman using her as a pillow if she wanted. "Oh...I do know." She said as she felt her eyelids getting heavier.

Fiona placed her head on the pillow and then snuggled into Ciara. She let out a contented sigh and allowed herself to drift off to sleep.

~*~An hour later~*~

Fiona woke with a start, she felt completely out of place before remembering what she'd done not long before. 'What the hell are you thinking?' she thought, eyes wide as she looked down at the naked form of Ciara. 'This is inappropriate... wrong... you should not be here...' her mother's voice screamed at her from the back of her mind.

Carefully, she freed herself from the embrace and moved to the side of the bed. Her legs were still jelly, so she didn't do more than sit at the edge, head in hands, elbows on knees. 'But it was so good... how could something wrong feel so right?' her mind was warring with itself. Old ideals battling new.

Ciara stirred as Fiona had moved away from her. She let her eyes flutter open and looked at the woman sitting on the edge of the bed. "Fiona? Are you okay?" She knew what was probably going through the woman's mind, but didn't say anything.

"Yeah... I'm... fine," she said, not looking at Ciara, not trusting herself not to start babbling on about her thoughts. "Just a mild headache," she waved her hand. "It's nothing," she sat upright and stretched, telling the voice in her head that had always sounded like her mother to shut up.

Shifting on the bed, thought staying laying down, Ciara moved over to Fiona concerned, rubbing her back gently. "You sure?"

"Yeah, I'm fine," she turned to Ciara and smiled. "I must have had my neck at a weird angle," she yawned and gave a sheepish smile. "I, um... thank you.."

Nodding to the explanation, Ci finally sat up, pulling a blanket over and putting it over Fiona. "Any time. Thank you as well, Fiona. It's been...a long time since I've quite felt anything like zat."

Fiona blushed for the umpteenth time, embarrassed yet again about her new sexual exploits. "I... um..." she gave a nervous laugh. "I didn't know I could do that, or feel that..." she felt goosebumps cover her flesh and she shivered.

Tucking the blanket tighter around Fiona, Ci smiled, putting a hand to the woman's cheek. "It all takes experimentation, takes time to know what feels good. You have to know also though when to say something doesn't feel good."

Fiona nodded. "It... it's hard to... fight the upbringing," she admitted. "And to be honest, I don't know what got into me," she sighed and shook her head. "But I... really like it..."

"Fighting upbringing would be hard. But you are your own person, your past does not determine who you are. Here and now does." Ciara kissed Fi's lips gently. "And if you like it, then you like it. Don't let your mind tell you otherwise."

Her eyes closed when Ciara kissed her and Fiona felt her heart skip a beat. "I... quite enjoyed both my time with you and my time with Gary... I... I don't know what is happening," she whispered then shook her head. "Is this normal?" As soon as the question popped out, Fiona laughed. "It's so weird being a doctor and not knowing any of this."

Ciara couldn't help but laugh as well. "I don't think anything dealing with any of this has ze same normal from one person to the next. But enjoying it? That I would say iz normal. And I'm sure you aren't the only doctor who doesn't know!"

Fiona laid back down beside Ciara and yawned. "So... we probably shouldn't spend the afternoon lazing about in bed, as much fun as that could be."

Laying herself back down too, Ciara ran a finger along Fiona's side. "But it iz a day off as well. Why not laze around in ze bed all day?"

Giggling, Fiona squirmed at the tickling finger on her side. "True," she agreed, rolling toward Ciara and laughing. "So what do you have in mind?"

Ci smirked and pulled Fiona close. "I can show you better than I can tell you."

 

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